tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-90973422012-01-30T13:54:47.865+08:00there's always a hidden meaning...kgoonlianghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12636925876989068739noreply@blogger.comBlogger10691100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9097342.post-14271137053731292482012-01-30T13:54:00.004+08:002012-01-30T13:54:47.875+08:00

Good riddance! That's what I'll like to tell every single trouble and pain. Unfortunately, sometimes things don't go that way. Even so, just as we say come, Lord Jesus...say, good riddance, troubles and pains!

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2 Tim 4:1-5 "I charge you therefore before God and the Lord Jesus Christ, who will judge the living and the dead at[a] His appearing and His kingdom: Preach the word! Be ready in season and out of season. Convince, rebuke, exhort, with all longsuffering and teaching. For the time will come when they will not endure sound doctrine, but according to their own desires, because they have itching

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With eczema flaring up badly, to distract myself I've been spending more time online. Which, of course, means I get to know more things. Heh. It's amazing the amount of knowledge you can get just spending an hour reading stuff on the Net. Even on Facebook and Twitter alone, you can read a lot of things, or click on links to a lot of things. Though the battle rages, Your love will write the

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E520 got quite a calling...haha! Well then, another awesome service, another awesome sermon, another day of being in His presence. Sometimes, we have it so good, we tend to take the good stuff we have for granted, no? :)

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Whilst being tormented by eczema even as my dad tries to apply ointments and gauze and bandages and wraps my legs as best as he can, my mind drifted again. In the midst of fighting eczema, I've come to the critical point. ESU requires me to sometimes be outdoors, to really engage the youths outside. Eczema is a big no-no. Battle's on, then! Heh...bring it on! I thrive best when the odds are

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The extent that some people go to... Joseph, in his young naivety, proclaimed his dream. If you read on his story, you'll be astonished at the number of people who came against him, and the extent that they did. All that proved 1 thing: Joseph was going to make a major impact, he was going to be a man who will be wielding great influence. The level of opposition reveals a lot about the person

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An interesting read: http://www.christianpost.com/news/megachurch-revival-reignites-discipleship-vs-evangelism-debate-67731/ Evangelism vs discipleship. The 1st question that popped into my mind was: why not both? Some points are valid. It's easier to measure numbers than measure depth of discipleship. Actually, there's really no solid way to measure the depth of discipleship in a church.

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Still having some trouble figuring out some opening bits and some interlude parts, but I'm excited for the jamming session in Feb! At least something to look forward to in that month! Worship time then, in His presence there is fullness of joy. :)

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Hearing today's speaker share on depression brought back memories, recent and far off. I never knew much about depression. And even when I did, I didn't see it. But Pst. Kong really brought it out. When he was being so real, so truthful about the times he underwent depression, I realised - often in my teenage years I went through that. With the recent developments, at 1 point, I realised, I was

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Thinking ahead, planning cases, courses, etc., and Feb came to mind...and declarations... And it's gonna be a time where wounds are reopened. Steeling myself for what's gonna happen...since Mei Lin and Hong Yun are already together doing things together, I've been doing my utmost to rid myself of all feelings and shut out...much progress has been made, so it's good... Read a friend's blog for

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Eczema is still irritating the hell out of me. Well, that sounded good actually. Hell's out, heaven's in. Ok lame joke. Really tiring but fulfilling end to the day, packing food ration with Rachel, Claudia, JJ, Kristin. I kinda miss doing those things. I remembered being involved in the 'free gym sessions' for Attributes when I helped to do stocktake at the warehouse at Kallang. There was also

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So, what's the story? Ever wondered how stories come about? You have facts, and then you have perception. And that's how stories come about. And yet, what about those perceptions, those stories? Remember the issue about ministerial pay being cut in Singapore? Compare local headlines with overseas headlines: I wonder then, how has my story been told and read? How has it been understood?

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More chatting, more lively discussions, more catching up. I really do wish I have more chances to talk to my cousins and nieces, some of whom I still haven't got to know very well, even now. Regardless, it was a good, even though I was feeling really tired. It's weird, if you think about it, about how the younger generations are much closer to their friends than to their own relatives. Well,

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Inescapable, the question of have I found a girlfriend. Gee. Where do I begin? Of course, the answer was easy. No. Whee. I've become really adept at handling this, haven't I? :D Anyway... I really do have good-looking cousins! It runs in the family, after all. Heh. Tomorrow, Hotpot Culture, then to Yio Chu Kang/Serangoon, then home. Then back to work. Lol. I wish I have more chances to

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Really sian today after watching Man C beat Tottenham 3-2. Balotelli should have been sent off already!!!! Argh, Howard Webb, Y U NO LIKE TOTTENHAM?!?!?! Anyway, it was a good time chatting with relatives and cousins today. Better late than never, you know! Haha. It's interesting to see how people walk their paths, and the decisions made. It's interesting to see how people open up. I'm pretty

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It's interesting living in a country which celebrates CNY. It's like, getting a 2nd chance to have a new year. Haha. Served today, and saw...the network. And also HongYun...Ugh. Just as I was trying to wipe clean my feelings. It was an awesome service. The best way to describe is...like a G6! Ha. Really long day, long hours at ministry due to hiccups here and there. But once again, serving

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Confirmation after confirmation. When Pastor talked about year of relationships, God spoke to me about a season of consecration. Then when Pastor talked about expanding it to become  a year of discipleship, it resonated strongly. Then, feeling down, this word popped up again, prompted by the Holy Spirit. And then, I had the privilege to listen to Pst. Kong's series on the Book of Samuel. The

kgoonlianghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12636925876989068739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9097342.post-91862552092079261032012-01-20T18:30:00.000+08:002012-01-20T16:50:06.992+08:00

Made the mistake of checking it out. Really shouldn't have, since I should be cutting off. And then I clicked too fast on Twitter, and clicked block by accident. Oops! *rolleyes*. Lol. Not a mistake that you can undo, you know? Ok focus!

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Got a surprise, but it was, well, kind of a pleasant surprise. 1 of my clients, who I thought can close case due to the length of time that had gone by without a successful appointment, finally did turn up. Let me explain. When she was ineligible for assistance, the Holy Spirit nudged me to look at the situation clearer. True, ineligible, yet the reason for ineligibility is really quite hard

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The clients that I have. Their lives, their destinies, are in my hand. Well, sort of. The point is, I am able to influence how their lives will go. It's really quite the responsibility...reminding myself always to use it well, to respect the time and trust they put in me. :)

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Clearing out old stuff, I stumbled upon memories. I guess I never was very good at letting go, eh? Haha... A classmate in my 1st 3 months got married to the rugby captain. No one would have guessed that would happen; and yet, it did. I looked back. JC days. Class list. Girls I liked. Leadership camp at end of J1, Gandhi was our group name. My JC crush was in the same group; her name is Dorcas

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A few words of wisdom, of understanding, and BAM! It's amazing how God works. :)

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I thoroughly enjoyed the Youth Matrix training session today. Youth workers really make a whole world of difference...haha... It was fun, spontaneous, and generally awesome! Even I, normally reserved until one gets to know me better, got comfortable playing the icebreaker game and role-playing. Of course, I still don't know that many people yet, nor do they really know me, but it's a start. :)

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It still hasn't been easy seeing Mei Lin and HongYun together...I can just imagine what's gonna happen in Jan (next week) and Feb...but hey, it's either L or A (and it rhymes eh? HAHAHAHA). I knew it from the start, but it doesn't really soften the blow. Whatever. Gotta focus. Heartbreaks aren't worth the amount of time spent on them, nor the volume of tears you cry over it. They are, however,

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1st real session that I sat in, and although I wasn't really the one conducting it, I learnt a lot. More challenges to come in ESU! Visited Jan in hospital before his operation, and it reminded me of the friends who wished me well when I underwent my eye op. It's in times like these when you really need the support, and support like this is really precious. I wonder what's Pst. gonna talk about

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Burdens are apportioned to us. We carry our burdens. We have to. Others may come alongside us, and help us to shoulder the burden, but at the end of the day, the responsibility for carrying YOUR burden is YOURS. That's how we grow, after all. :)

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Hearing Jack Neo's testimony reminded me. I had thought it was all over, but knowing that Mei Lin's attached with HongYun and seeing all those comments brought it all back, and made it painful again. Nonetheless, it was because of this, that Jack Neo's testimony spoke strongly to me. As Rick Warren tweeted, pain is the mother of change. Hearing how Jack Neo went through his own difficult period

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I saw a elderly busker today outside the MRT station. Well, I think he had to be a busker, as he had some certificate thing. He was playing the tambourine, and singing some songs. I gave him some money, then left. However, I've seen beggars and other buskers - legal or not, I don't know - at the same place. This time, I felt prompted to give, and when I left, God spoke. God is no respecter of

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Something new today. Meeting in a school for the 1st time for my work, and as things continue to move, it's moving real quick! I gotta catch up really quick, so many things to learn and pick up regarding ESU! Nervous about what's ahead...yet excited at the same time!

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Jolted again when I saw HongYun commenting. Something snapped inside again. 1 of those times...or perhaps the destination of "ok" hasn't fully been reached yet. Grr. I kept telling myself I'm fine already. And I thought I was, ever since I knew of it way back. And on some days, I'm fine, although it also could be I'm too immersed in work. The reality is as such, though. Mei Lin's taken by

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Sometimes, decisions we make speak a lot. Sometimes, it's really not about can or cannot, should or should not, must or must not. It's about want or don't want. And it's those decisions that make it clear about ourselves, if we aren't conscious of it already. Do you want it or not? Of course, factors that are outside our control will remain outside our control. The key lies in what we can do

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Discipleship meetings are always full of awesome. Sometimes it's just chit-chatting, but really, Jesus discipled mostly through everyday circumstances, and not through Bible seminars (though these are really good too). You get sharpened, you pick up things, you learn from mistakes, you learn from praises, you learn your weaknesses and how to minimise them, and you learn your strengths and how to

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I told myself, with the latest developments, you gotta stop hoping. I told myself, you gotta quash your own heart's hopes regarding this. Gone. Mei Lin's with HongYun already. But I still succumb to it... Looking up!

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If you can do 1 thing, without any limits to what you can do, what would you do? Obviously, there's no right answer to that. But ask that, and see how people respond. No doubt as you can imagine, many struggle to come up with an answer. Some come up with answers like, go on a holiday to so-and-so place! Now, ask that question to kids. You'll see that without having been unduly influenced,

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The future's moving pretty fast. Not immersed into ESU yet, but having to learn things quick. And now, 1+ year into my work, the question of taking Masters has come up. Hmm. So many questions, yet I have to stop thinking so much. Sometimes it's not about how you feel, but about the black and white. No matter how much anxiety I may feel, it doesn't change the fact that I cannot do anything about

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Remember in the book of Judges, when Gideon was told to attack the Midianites? Midian, is translated as "strife". The Israelites were about to put an end to strife. An army of 300. Outnumbered something like 50 to 1. Well, if you were armed with lightsabres and laser guns against swords and shields, it looks good right? They were given jars of clay, torches, and trumpets. Huh??? Like, Y U NO

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So it's confirmed, as suspected. Out with the old, no matter how tough it is. Some people have asked me before, how do you get to know things? Even things which have attempts to hide it? That's where skills from social work and counselling come in. Haha! I always remember 1 thing I learnt: it's not just about what is said, and also not just about the body language (and that is a big giveaway)

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As the week goes by...*gasp* 5 sessions on Thurs. Lol. Starting the year at breakneck pace! Right off the starting blocks. Woohoo!

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Ok, bad habit of multi-posting. Even as 2012 is underway, the debris of 2011 still litters the runway, some even larger than before. Just as runways need to be maintained, trash like this needs to be cleared always! Preparing for the 'revelation'....ha!

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Start of the 2nd work week in 2012, and it was more of the same...you know? Although that's kinda to be expected. Ha. That makes it easy to make decisions after all... Trying to close cases so that I don't have to transfer so many, but it's proving tough. Kinda tiring doing all those admin! Preparing to fully immerse myself into ESU, but tying up loose ends is proving really hard.... ...no

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Another week ahead, full of stuff to do, a lot, a LOT of admin to clear. This is pretty much the norm when you're transiting... 2011, a draining year, has passed, and now we've just ended the 1st full week of 2012, and into the 2nd. It's time to focus once again on building relationships, on building lives. I have a few ideas of things to do, but before that, gotta set my focus right. Being

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Finally getting down to blog about Taiwan. Or not really. Because the experiences were great, but many have been there. Beautiful people (the girls there have such supple and smooth skin!), beautiful scenery, friendly people, and AWESOME FOOD! There's, of course, fierce politicking, as I watched the presidential debate there. The attacks can be quite fierce. Also, like I mentioned earlier,

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Being sick for a more than a week, coming to 2, really gets you up. What do I mean? It's when you are the most helpless, that God shows up so strongly. This has been my experience. Often, we talk about tarrying till the presence of God comes. But ever since coming to CHC in 2005, I've found that every time I'm really down, either emotionally or physically, God shows up very quickly, very

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Recently, started reading about wars again. It's fascinating how sometimes the smallest details play the biggest roles. Seeing how armies win, lose, decisions made, factors that led to that battle, the aftermath, factors that influenced the outcome, political, military, weather factors, etc. And that reminded me...in the heavenlies, someone must be keeping a record of all the spiritual wars

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Tame. 1 word which, when associated with men, I thoroughly dislike. Society keeps sending men messages. Be nice, play nice, be the gentlemen, bend backwards to ladies, please everyone, be soft, obey everything you are told to do, no questions asked. As a result, we have men everywhere who are indeed tame - like how robots are. Society tries to take the power of men - their passion - out of

kgoonlianghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12636925876989068739noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9097342.post-21347896426116147222012-01-05T10:20:00.003+08:002012-01-05T10:20:14.761+08:00

It seems like the illness is getting more complicated. Ears, especially the left ear, have excruciating pains and ringing sounds. And then, everytime I blow my nose, out comes blood mixed with mucus. I hope my ears aren't bleeding internally...

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Read some Bible study materials, and really learnt a lot. But now, feeling sick again...ears blocked, hurting, nose is running AND blocked (LOL), coughing like there's no tomorrow...which begs the question... I wonder how many tonnes of germs did I spread in office these 2 days? MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

kgoonlianghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12636925876989068739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9097342.post-88498147509097992682012-01-03T23:24:00.000+08:002012-01-04T00:01:11.967+08:00

It always gets me quite provoked whenever people limit God. Of course, this is a trap I have fallen into before, limiting Him. It seems like much of the body of Christ is either too lukewarm to care about the word of God, or too 'holy' and 'spiritual' that engaging with the world is considered 'worldly'. In truth, God is in the centre. God is always balanced. A DISC test done on Jesus revealed

kgoonlianghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12636925876989068739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9097342.post-40960897970083205002012-01-03T22:47:00.000+08:002012-01-03T22:47:10.916+08:00

Not really all about evangelism. But 2 things burning in my heart: The 'Evangelism Box' and CNY. Think about it!

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So the 1st day of work in 2012 is over. I was prepared for lotsa work to be done, but I certainly wasn't prepared for the multitude of thoughts running through my head. Oh well. Still, it has been a mostly productive day. Thank God I pulled through today after 2 days of high fever! More things to rush tomorrow!

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So 2012 has begun, and the 1st workday of 2012 is just around the corner. It has not been a good start, due to illness, but still, thank God I survived. I honestly felt like just going heaven and get it settled. Haha!! Having given thanks for 2011, despite the roller-coaster rides, it's time to look forward. The cure for disappointments of whatever form and subsequent potential bitterness is

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And so the 1st working day of 2012 approacheth. There's of course a lot of backlog to clear, but that has always been the case. Lol. Read through Judges again, and I realised something. When the children of Israel cried out, God moved. You mean, all those years of oppression, and the Israelites didn't cry out? Perhaps not. And yet the moment they cried out, God moved. God raised up a judge for

kgoonlianghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12636925876989068739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9097342.post-1040110020833509242012-01-01T07:11:00.001+08:002012-01-01T07:11:42.568+08:00

2012 is here! What a start though. Feeling like I'm going to go heaven already, lol... Missing service, the 1st service of the year...sigh... So then, with the new year ahead, there are many things I wanna get done. For a start, I've already got a new comp, so that's 1 checkbox ticked! Haha... The past 2 years have been kinda roller-coaster, so here's to a better 2012! Then again, not my will

kgoonlianghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12636925876989068739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9097342.post-73232670724121376222011-12-31T22:46:00.000+08:002011-12-31T23:43:21.457+08:00

It's not been too good an end to 2011. The last part of 2011 had many moments of heart-wrenching feelings, even now, and days of not knowing what to do. However, it also contained some of the better moments too. Recording, playing keyboard for P&W, performing using my cajon... Even now, I'm down with flu. Really quite jialat. Contemplating whether to skip service, because my mother is sick too.

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Really disappointed at how something is turning out...I can only watch as things develop... Even so, that shouldn't detract from the goodness of God. Starting 2012 in the house of God! Dreams that die they come to life again! No better way to start the year than in His house, and a good beginning means half the battle!

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There had been a lot of firsts this year. 1st time recording a CD, 1st time leading praise and worship playing keyboard, 1st time playing cajon in front of ministry, 1st time leading a team in ministry, 1st time changing programme to ESU...and more! There were also a lot of firsts that I didn't want to come to pass but did, and others that I wanted to come to pass but didn't. There were those

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2nd day of MC. The pain in the stomach was excruciating; it's like having extreme cramps. All the while, I kept going to the toilet, but most of the time only water came out. More than 10 times in 2 days...and my stomach felt so bloated... Thanks, of course, to my mother and my brother, who helped me to the 24-hr CCK clinic (thank God for a 24-hr clinic!). Without them, I don't know how I would

kgoonlianghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12636925876989068739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9097342.post-15244834986019468842011-12-28T00:09:00.001+08:002011-12-28T00:09:32.446+08:00

My stomach is still cramping up, I'm still going to the toilet to diarrhea, although overall I'm feeling a wee bit better. Haha. It's really God's grace that I pulled through this serving on Sunday, going to JJ's new place (just across the street) and to VivoCity, and today at work, seeing 3 clients and attending to another on the phone, without any major disruption. Oh, and the meet up with Ryan

kgoonlianghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12636925876989068739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9097342.post-85728828858778298572011-12-26T22:11:00.003+08:002011-12-27T09:28:11.748+08:00

Reminders, reminders. Seeing her, her, and her get attached... Was asking God about the whole thing about...to sum it up, I felt frustrated and all, but after struggling through thoughts on Christmas' Eve night, I woke up on Christmas Day to serve, having to serve 1stly leading on my own initially, and 2ndly having only served half a duty (and was late) in the new layout, I know little of how to

kgoonlianghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12636925876989068739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9097342.post-49409753398115469722011-12-25T01:11:00.001+08:002011-12-25T01:11:57.175+08:00

I keep getting those reminders...

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Shocks after shocks this year. 1 bad news after another, and shocks that aren't good. So after 1 bad news, another followed - but this piece of news put all other pieces of news into the shade... As I continued to suppress my own feelings, I thought it was tough, but when this piece of news hit, I was flattened. The last hour at work, I couldn't do much at all. I didn't know her that well. I

kgoonlianghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12636925876989068739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9097342.post-74929311908946532452011-12-22T21:56:00.002+08:002011-12-23T09:25:13.798+08:00

Today was kinda emotional. Being back at work again, seeing people...but it's not the being back at work per se that made it emotional. It was people. It is always about people, and feelings associated with... My dad reminded about it again. Sigh...I really appreciate the concern, but sometimes, there are some things you just can't make happen on your own... On top of that of course, there was

kgoonlianghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12636925876989068739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9097342.post-39728440061387642212011-12-22T18:46:00.001+08:002011-12-22T19:09:10.589+08:00

I think I got a clear reply to one of my prayers today...

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Feeling so fruitless this season. Of course, there are many other things that have been weights, but still... 1 by 1, just 1...

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Thank God for the trip. Journey mercies, fantastic sights, new friends, connecting with family and relatives, great food...although I'm really tired right now. Haha! Back to work again tomorrow. I really don't feel like going back so soon, really so, so, so tired...heh...The moment I reach Singapore, there's a ton of emails and SMSes to attend to...wow... Enjoyed the trip, but also grieved in

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So I'll be away. Good time to unwind, relax...but gotta rush to pack. Lol. Will be back soon! And then, it will be time to chiong again...haha... Don't miss me too much hor...

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In Rev 2:14, we see how God is against those who hold the doctrine of Balaam. So, what is the doctrine of Balaam? Who is Balaam? In Numbers, we see Balaam as an amazing prophet. He has the gift of prophecy. Whatever he speaks, it comes true. But he failed to live out that gift. Instead, he turned to sorcery, he turned to using his gift to generate profit. Rather than using it to bless people,

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And so it draws nearer. Good time to leave unresolved feelings behind, and just enjoy! All 3 blogspot blogs will be inactive (not yet, but really soon) for a few days, but I know I will have a lot to talk/blog about, so I'll make up for it...haha... Haven't been to Sat svc for a while, as I haven't been accompanying people, which other people have been doing. Thank God for awesome and committed

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People with high S tend to withdraw under heavy stress. People with high C tend to become negative. Wow, 40% of people globally (and in Singapore) are S...so most people withdraw? Haha.. I realise it's so true. Although I'm having it easier dismissing negative thoughts, I tend to withdraw. It's different from a retreat. When you retreat, you recharge and get ready to go forward. When you

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Realised that I have not been doing the things I should do, the little details in my life. I realised recently I've felt pretty much drained by the time I get home. Thus, often Sat would be the day I get to rest, but often, I just nua the whole day away, not doing much. There's a need to set those things in order, but with the Taiwan trip, it would be a good chance to get a breather from

kgoonlianghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12636925876989068739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9097342.post-44732919357456768402011-12-09T23:22:00.001+08:002011-12-09T23:39:42.873+08:00

A whole myriad of things had happened. Finished celebration of Care Corner 30th Anniversary. Looking back at my own journey, it's really a miracle that I'm working at Care Corner. The feeling of botching the interview. The feeling of being so lost early on. And yet, here I am. Wow. I'm really so amazed and grateful to God for having brought me here. Yes, it's not all plain sailing, and

kgoonlianghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12636925876989068739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9097342.post-277812539071554722011-12-09T12:31:00.001+08:002011-12-09T12:31:59.652+08:00

Awaiting the announcement...when will it be?

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Ok, the "end" refers to something...haha...no, I'm not gonna vanish tomorrow...lol...not gonna say what it is till it's happened, if it happens... Learnt a lot today. It has been a really tiring and draining and disheartening time. Many things came at once! Clients' issues, juggling ministry stuff, feelings resurfacing, new role at work, just back from an awesome retreat, preparing for a trip to

kgoonlianghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12636925876989068739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9097342.post-10705714628985920302011-12-08T18:21:00.001+08:002011-12-08T18:21:51.487+08:00

An end?

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Going to Taiwan with family and some relatives soon. And it always reminds me about the travelling itself, and not just the travel. Travelling to me, in short, is tiring. Very tiring. Every time I'm back from an overseas trip I feel really tired. I guess that's what turns me off from travelling too much. I feel like I've not rested, and become even more tired after the travel. Yet, travelling

kgoonlianghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12636925876989068739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9097342.post-63375298522976761902011-12-07T23:42:00.001+08:002011-12-08T10:03:30.922+08:00

As I had mentioned, I had taken a DISC profiling, and came up with natural SC, and adapted S. What does this mean? It means that under circumstances with no stress or high stress, my natural self comes out, which is high in S and C (both 77). Under normal circumstances with other people around, I tend to be high S (91), with C much lower (57). A difference of 20 or more in any stat could

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A few more months or so, and then I really would be forced to let it all go...haha...is that the end of it? Changes are happening...a few months later...expect to see changes... Anyway, back to the topic on 'shuffling'...haha...today was a really crazy today, 4 sessions, countless things to do. Christmas stuff to do, clients to meet, casenotes to do, budgeting to do, library to do, networking

kgoonlianghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12636925876989068739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9097342.post-33986786069891211022011-12-06T00:28:00.001+08:002011-12-06T00:32:17.774+08:00

Whenever I minister or give counsel, very often I feel like I'm also preaching to myself. This is especially the case with people who are struggling with issues that I had struggled with or are currently bothering me as well. In these situations, it's like, you really gotta rely on God to come through for you, and at the same time you are ministered.  It's that same feeling I had when playing

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Feelings I thought long gone resurface, and then I realised...they had never been gone, just suppressed out of necessity...but arose due to recent developments... I miss those times where I looked out for the red and @ button, among other things... Which means it's better to keep suppressing it I guess...No regrets! Anyway, it was an interesting session today at NCSS. There was fire, but fire

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2 packets of chinese medicine, 1 tablet to cure migraine, 1 tablet to counter the side-effects of the tablet to cure migraine (stomach bloatednes), 2 Panadol tablets, and countless cups of water later, I finally fell asleep at 3am or so. And now I'm up, feeling good enough to go work. I gotta say, God is good! Just last night I was feeling like it was the end of the world already...haha... And

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Sitting here on a Sunday night, seeing bad news, and also down with flu... So it's time to reflect on 2011. Many interesting challenges. Passed the 1 year mark as a social worker, and I'm more fired up than ever. Handled different cases, in the process growing as a worker and as a person. Finding out about my strengths and weaknesses even more...it's been an interesting journey! Going into

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1st up! I saw and can see what's developing now...especially after some comments... Gotta hit "Del", and then "Empty Recycle Bin". ----------------------------------------------------- David and Saul. David committed the so-called greater sins, yet it was David who God favoured. The difference? Attitude towards spiritual things.

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Sick again, now down with flu. Flu, begone in the name of Jesus!!! Never forget who you are. Discern those who are really for you. Have the joy of the Lord. Really good Word by Pst. Steve Munsey. And really surprised by the greeting from Joel and Victoria Osteen! Keep on believing, keep on not forgetting who you are!

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Many things, many things. Serving tomorrow again, and with that once again comes the question on whether I'm doing fine or am I a failure as a leader. Hmm. Like Edmund pointed out, some of the TLs might be feeling jaded. I gotta confess I feel jaded too, when it comes to serving in Attributes, like things just can't get going...I've had times when I feel jaded, and times when I feel totally on

kgoonlianghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12636925876989068739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9097342.post-64492722114122083642011-12-02T19:29:00.001+08:002011-12-02T19:33:46.897+08:00

As things go, the directions become obvious over time. It was a great day today, feeling the presence of God just like last night, and chionging through work. After a while, things just decide themselves; I keep walking anyway, good or bad the situations may be. Like Pst. Tan mentioned, there's only 1 way, and even if the worst disaster happens, you gotta keep walking that same path anyway.

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Back in Singapore, and the challenges begin. Haha! Life is so exciting... Back to work tomorrow, with 1 issue bugging me...1 of my clients has something related to this, so it really irks me. Legalised ah longs. Or, legalised moneylenders. Basically, ah longs with a license to commit usury. For vices we can't fight, we legalise. We pass it off on the grounds of crowd control, that rather than

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Awesome, fantastic, amazing, wonderful. None of these 4 words can even begin to describe the zone retreat, iRENEW. A combination of DD, JE, and ET zones, a total of about 350, 400 people came. It was a good chance to reconnect with some of the people, like Sophie, Constance, Jasmine, whom I had known before but hadn't talked much to after a while. It was a good chance to get to know people like

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Gonna be gone for a few days, a journey of faith awaits! Yet, in the midst of faith, one must not forget to love. Faith is nothing without love. And when one ministers, it is always first and foremost out of love. Sometimes it really is difficult to love. When people are different, in not such a nice way, when you're feeling really down, it becomes really hard. But perhaps that's why we have

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Haha. Getting nervous, but still really excited. :D Feels like I overpacked for once...lol... ---------------------------------------------------------- As it decreases continually, other doors will open. The intervention of humans can only mean 1 thing: that God has something even better in store! How others treat me, they will answer to that. How I handle others treating me (be it good or

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Once again, spot on with the sermon. Haha! Had another reminder this morning, when I saw someone who I thought was someone I was close with before, but had a bad fall out quite a long while ago. It turned out I saw wrongly, but it was nonetheless a good reminder. Now, time to gear up for the next few days...whew! Really inspired, encouraged and challenged by Poh's sharing. The Holy Spirit

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I've been pretty much physically and emotionally drained, which, when your body and soul are affected, so will your spirit. And so Yu Ze's prayer for me on Thursday about being touched by God physically, emotionally and spiritually really was what I needed. Quite a strong presence of God today, as we worshipped and visualised. I'm really very nervous still, but very excited too. I wonder how it

kgoonlianghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12636925876989068739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9097342.post-18965848553459711882011-11-26T01:09:00.001+08:002011-11-26T01:11:49.033+08:00

Well, for a few days this blog will not be updated...but in the meantime, before those few days, I'm still here! There was just that something that was really a bother, and it was causing me no end of thinking and wondering. It kinda showed today, as I was less patient than usual. Still, it was a good time of practice. We have very little time left, and really, it's all in His hands...it has

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Had an awesome time today with the JE Youth Band. Felt really ministered by the 2 worship times we had, and enjoyed practicing the songs with them. It was my 1st time really practicing with them, but it was really awesome! Trusting Him once again to bring things to pass, especially for this retreat. Sometimes to my carnal mind things look bleak, because...well there just isn't any...but I

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I had to remind myself again, live a life of victory, and not just scraping through. Trials and tribulations are guaranteed, but we aren't meant to live through life, barely hanging on all the way. For some moments, yes, but ultimately, to conquer, shine with His glory and win people over. And with that mindset, no matter who has come against you, wronged you, or mistreated you, no matter how

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Exciting things ahead! It's really all part of what God had spoken to me about, the dream. And with every dream, of course, every revelation, every vision, comes a challenge. And boy did it knock hard. But you gotta pay the price, if you want the things of God! ----------------------------------------------- Pretty tired doing it. Maybe that's why people stay... Gonna just let it... -------

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It's been a packed year, and...ups and downs there have been, both extremes. And yet, without elaborating on the details, the main thing is this: what I get out of it. What we get out of our experiences. Be it victories or pains, joys or heartbreaks. If we do not see God in it, if we don't draw closer to God, that experience is wasted. A hollow victory, a useless disappointment. Whether you're

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Today was a really bad day. Not just because of ________, but because of this migraine...like someone carrying out renovation works inside. Tch. Anyway, came through it, feeling much better, but having lost 1 day of possible work. 2 week-long breaks ahead, and I guess I will see things develop and move along now...not so surprising, given that changes have been on the way for quite a really

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Felt really tired these couple of days, I guess it's the lack of sleep that's causing it. Admin left undone till late, I really was that tired. And there was still an event at work to tend to. Remaining months left, learnt and learning to see one's own value and not dumb oneself down.

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Lunch with Ryan, celebrated Jimmy's water baptism, went for 5.30pm service, dinner and talk-cock chit-chat with Yuan Xing, and now back home with some admin to do and icebreakers and myself to prepare to tomorrow's Volunteers' Appreciation Day. Learnt many things today, but especially this: it's awesome to have people who will stick with you, even after they've seen your worst. These are people

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